Getting the CA title at the front, or is it at the back of my name, is my current goal. But, originally, getting involve with the courses that's related to accounting, financing, tax and so on; was never my dream. The moment the clock ticks signalling the end of the time for my accounting subject during SPM, I told my friends, this subject ain't my thing. I wanted to be a lawyer but I figured I can't just talk without knowing any facts. (At the same time, I'm always scared of representing a bad person and making the other innocent party go to jail haha)
Then, life happens. I took CAT, graduated from it and I'm currently studying ACCA. The first semester (July - Dec 2015) was hell, honestly. I got way too proud of myself and neglected my main responsibility. I ended up failing both the subjects and man, it felt like I drowned into the ocean and no one was there to save me. In some ways, what I felt did make sense because firstly, I can't swim. Yes, you read that right. And secondly, of course no one was there to save me, it's pretty obvious only I can help myself by making some changes.
Anyway, the first month after getting my result was very dull. I decided to distance myself from almost everyone. I registered in the classes where I know almost no one so I could have some time alone. I decided to just concentrate on the subjects I'm taking; which is repeating F6 in March 16 and taking two new subjects in June 16. My effort paid off plus I guess, luck was on my side, I passed all these three papers. And I got very proud of myself, again! Geez izza, get a grip of yourself.
The next semester, which is the current semester is like going through a roller coaster ride. Sometimes I'm slowly heading up, the next second I'm rapidly going in a 360 degree loop, then going down. It's unpredictable.
And in a blink of an eye, I'm taking my finals. The first paper was a mess! My time management sucks so badly, I fail to complete my F7 paper in time. Oh and the worst part is losing 9 marks because in this race against time, I didn't win.
Now, I'm just lost. A thousand and one questions are jumbled up in this brain of mine, asking myself; Is this thing suitable for me? Will it be the right choice if I continue with this path?
Nantikan di episode seterusnya! Lol jk.
Always wanted to say that line. But the only thing I understand about my current situation is I'm just lost and I will take my time to decide on what I should do next.
Trying to survive. From Malaysia. 21. ACCA. Feel free to comment for any inquiries!